I may be a tad late but who cares! Nobody reads this forsaken blog anyway.

In the past, I would have stated my resolutions for the new year but this practice has to go because of its impracticality (I don't know if there is such a word.Whatever.) and my severe lack of perservance.

A classic example would be a promise to practice harder for my electone - this surfaced every year on my resolution list but the harsh reality was that it never had/has/will happen/ed. Ahahahha...

Few years back, I had a resolution to get "stamps" off my eyes when it comes to choosing friends and boyfriend. But hey! The stamps didn't come off even up to now. I still make wrong/rash decisions when it comes to choosing but every mistake was an well-worth experience :)

I might have lost my best friend, friends, pride but I have gained many wonderful things in return e.g. renewed friendships and a soulmate for life:)

I used to feel unjust about friends' betrayal of stealing and leaving but what the heck was I thinking???!!! These are so so insignificant that I regretted instantly wasting 2-3 years of my life moaning about it.

Why do I even feel unjust? Good things have come to me and I really appreciated it. As I now and always will believe, karma comes in different forms and I am glad to receive mine in terms of happy healthy relationships and health.

Yups. Summed up my thoughts of the new year.

I would like to share a passage from EDWARD MONKTON:

'Where are we going?'

'I don't know. I thought you knew'

'No. I don't know. Maybe he knows.'

'No. He definitely doesn't know.'

PAUSE

'Maybe no one knows.'

PAUSE

'Oh well. I hope its nice when we get there.'

Okay, you may get the 'I-am-lost' feeling but it is actually filled with meaning to the brim. Go figure...

My wish for 2010: Be a good teacher. I cannot change destiny but I can certainly change fate:)